I am getting tired of dealing with these complications that are impacting my body and mental status. If there were a God, then I would punch him in the face for the bullshit going on. People wonder why I do not believe there is a God. For the past three years, all I have been doing is fighting off some form of a disease. In 2017, I had a heinous infection going through my body which almost killed me. Now, I have to deal with some monstrous condition called Irritable Bowel Syndrome (IBS) which makes life more complicated.